Treat nicely

Salam ^_^
Tadi aku jadi serba mental dan mentol. Biase la sambil melihat jantung cinta hati aku dah ade orang lain. But da truth is only me know ok. (also da closest one jugak tahu ape isi hati die k).. Hurm..
Ok.. Kalau dah sangkut dalam dunia bercinta, gila mahu aw.. Pi cuba fikir psal ajal.. Pergh ! damn u will not try to think bout that becoz u dont want to know when u gonna die beb.. Pergh ! Serius mimpi ngeri but... u have to accept.

Hurm.. Lama sudah life aku menyelami diri die sampai boleh baca corak die nak bersama orang lain macam mana. Im so in love with him. But why i... myself cannot accept this fact.. the fact that he is not mine. But in da same time he treat me like his..like his gf..  Oh damn it! Serius, mungkin die dah tak anggap aku macam awek but his best friend.. but i cannot feel the aura like best friend. Well, maybe maybe... i have been through with him also with  his love's life to so many gurls .. And it's hurt beb. Aku cemburu die dengan pompuan lain dan sangat2... la menyakitkan hati.. pi die mesti nyatakan sesuatu benda kalau aku tanye die syg ke x kat dowunk tue and dis is his answer... "xtaw la".. Jawapan yg aku paling bosan bace pi ni la jawapan sejak die dengan kapel die yg setahun lebih tue. Bila die bergaduh dengan awek die, aku pertahankan tapi last2 putus jugak.. Hurmm..die syg sbenarnye cume die takut sebab takut kehilangan.. dats all da matters

And.. now. Aha, ritue die kate die nye hati akan hanya ade yg dulu je. Lau ade yang baru pon hanya akan menyakitit hati mereka.. So go away but hey... kalau dah sayang mampos ko halau macam mana tak boleh pergi gak unless die berakal.. huhu.. aku tak berakal nampak di sini... damn it.. im so crazy.. cannot accept dis beb !!

ok2.. relax.. aku semalam bace la kat wall die yg ade minah uh say something appreciate kat die. Die pi padam.. huhuhu.. Aku macam.. damn it ! huhuhuh.. kalau aku jadi minah uh, konfem aku akan rasa, "HEY HOW DARE U DELETE IT AS I FEEL SO LOVE TO U BEB???".. if aku jdi minah tue tapi aku tak jadi kan so.. taya la cakap.. hahahah

ok2.. aku giler.. as aku rasa Allah beri aku kekuatan sebelum ni.....tapi masih di uji kerana sebelum ni aku follow kawan aku date, serius macam komputer mengulang tayang video or something, segala kenangan manis aku dengan die macam display balik masa aku melihat kawan aku syok bersenda gurau. Aku rindukan die.. Tapi aku tak nak ganggu die. Tapi aku masih contact die.. Macam mane la aku ni.... Pendirian tak kuat langsung.. Hurmm..abaikan je bab tue... dats the other matter..

Ok.. i feel in love to u jemir.. but.. still.. i hope u get the other gurl who can treat u nicely and at da same time u also treat her nicely. I dont say treat them coz there are so many girls.. i just said... treat her !!! remember.. treat her.. aku sayang dan rindu kat ko... mu paham dok??? huhu